Personal Log: Sussie Andersson

I really am quite bad at this blogging stuff...and the sad things is, my 'busy' life isn't the cause for the lack of update. I've got too much time! And that's how it has been for almost a year now...it's getting a tad bit too boring, dangerously even. It's making me crazy.

Sun's rising though! It's almost August and school starts on the 23rd. Boy I can't wait! I finally feel ready for it, as if I can actually make it this time. A truly new and fresh start of my life. Feels good

Only bad thing that will come out of it is I guess my decreased activity in FF then, although, I'm kinda hoping on the opposite effect. Maybe not more, but more regular...I'm planning on getting rid of one or two characters and hopefully I'll be able to post regularly with the rest then. Twice with my PC, and once with the rest. I think I might be able to do it since I often write better under light pressure, like say, 'You only have an hour to write before you have to do homework'.

Weird logic yes, but I think I've warned you before that my logic is truly beyond anything else. The logic is that there is no logic...*nods* yup, that's it.

Sooo, until the next time, whenever that will be, enjoy life!

I actually did it! I finally did! I managed to understand one of Ben's philosophical weirdness talk! (or whatever) Hah! I am soooooo proud and this at 2300 hours, it's freaking silly. Just like it should be.

And Sweden finally got some revenge against Canada! Only a few years overdue, now all we have to do is beat them in the final. Or uhm, maybe we'll just call it now and let Sweden some nice lousy country in the final...

Cause I'm not sure if my nerves can take another game as this one. Boy, Canada scores, scores again, we score, Canada score, we score, we score, Canada score and then finally we score. Maybe that will give an idea on how it was...I'm exhausted.

And I still managed to write one page of post! This is a great day/evening.

*yawns* time for bed, sleep and then wake up, get rich (gonna talk to some guys for some work during the summer and they're rich and generous in pay -G-)and then post. See you.

Woke up way too late today but it's turned out to be a good day anyway, posted once already and showered. So now I'm gonna play Oboe and then hopefully post again. Only annoying thing, somewhere in between there dinner will be ready and I haven't even had time to become hungry from after breakfast...

So anyway, oboe time! I got 6 new songs, I got this Friday that I in a good case scenario should have learned till June 1st. Yeah right... but I'm a bit more hopeful now, we played two of the songs on the orchestra yesterday and I liked both of them and they're not too hard. Once I learn it of course.

Which I will go and do now. Just have to decide which one first, Anchors Aweigh or Mexicubana...

(Don't you just love pointless blogs?)

Today's been a weird day, to say the least. First of all, May 1st. One of those 'special' days that includes nothing special. Hate those, they make me depressed, not badly and a lot, but enough to cloud the day ya know. A real cloud's been my shoulder though. Woke up with a terribel ache in the shoulder, that during the day has only spread and gone in waves of pain. Up and down...

Not one of those you know, terrible pain that you can't stand but more like that annoying pain. Everything I've done today has been accompanied by the ache, which is really annoying, cause when I laugh it gets worse and for some reason, I've laughed a lot today..

So anyways, depressing day, aching day and laughing day...certainley calls for a mayday, don't you think? I mean, it definitely breaks some records in weirdness.

On a good note, I posted! On Panda! With Yomanda! Which I guess explain some of the weirdness, she's one weird lady I have to say. *starts to shake head but quickly stops* Damn shoulder.

Going to tie myself to the bed now, in a position that can't be painful. Hopefully it will all be over tomorrow...

Today's been kinda good, I slep a bit later perhaps but that's because I watched Bambi late so yeah..it evens out.

I've also been feeling a posting mood coming slowly to me, which would mean tonight I would write a great little post, until mum comes into my room, excited as never before and wonders if I wanna come with her and grandma to some tupperware party!

For those who don't know about these events, they are parties really, big boring group come together, often friends and family, to listen an equally as boring seller. The seller is of course trying to sell these tupperware things...which is plastic things, used for all kinds of things in the kitche mostly. It happens they come up with some silly and almost outrageous ideas though that I won't get into.

Anyways, these parties as mentioned, very boring, but mum was so excited so always I doubted whether I wanted to come along or not...luckily, for you FF guys, I decided to stay at home. Which means posting, walking the dogs and watching Extreme Makeover: Home edition, or just Extreme Homemakeover as it's called in Sweden. Much better I have to say...

So...back to showing dogs on Furry Paws and the other little things I fill my meaningless days with.

PS. Sheesh, mum just come to me with some eyeshadow thing she wanted me to open...cause it was hard to do as she said. Well no wonder! There was still a layer of plastic around it. *sigh* complicated creatures indeed.

Along with Bram's finding of a blog, I discovered my own...hurray! I was thinking of writing about posting moods too (they do seem to be a popular subject don't they?) but figured whoever reads it would get bored...and I am not boring!

So let's see...already done the complaining part(in the chat)so maybe some... uhm...ehm...yeah!

Fun eh? I should go back to bed I think, this day has sucked so far. Stupid kids from stupid school stealing my mood. I had a great posting mood coming but noooo nope. So no Keening post and definitely not a Yomanda post. Maybe a Truesdale post...she's supposed to be in no mood too. I'll probably end up writing only dialogue though and that's bad. Don't want to start writing bad posts now.

Oh, mum's home! *goes to complain on her*

Damn, typical. She's in one of world's greatest moods it seems and bought some clothes to me...Yippie. (bleeeeh)

*sigh* maybe I should try a Truesdale post anyway.

The Entire friday and almost entire saturday, I watched Stargate SG-1.
Season 2. Entire season 2. I feel brainwashed to say the least.

But it was fuuun! and then yesterday, Rob and I finished our joint post and started the new Panda mission! I can't wait to get it rolling!

And I'm running out of mood to write more in here, stupid computer is starting to hang on me.

So till next time!

Indeedy it has ...After having had power for uhm, around 24 hours I believe (woo!! what a luxury ...) it went poof again. And that before Third Watch ended!!!! Can you believe it? sheesh. Luckily didn't seem to have an all to exciting end since we had time to see that at least, not that it was exciting at all ...just, weird.

So, I am now waiting for the dark side to get us again, fortunately during the day it's kinda bright and stuff, it's the cold I can't stand ...I mean, I can take it to be -20 outside, but when it starts to drop below 20 inside ...it's no fun I tell ya.

What's more irritating and even taunting is the fact that all around us we can see light from the other towns and stuff! And even the houses just 100 meters or so away from us usually is lucky and end up with power while we dont...even the freaking street lights works there!

Thankfully, so far the street lights just outside our house has gone as well so no terrible taunting there.

*yawns* think I'm gonna go down and enjoy some warm juice or maybe it's cold again? I think the power got back at around 01.00 this night ...I'm not sure though...I know it flickered on and then off again sometime ...but yeah, I was kinda sleepy then .

To the next time, Sussie

I have finally done it ...I created one of these god forsaken blogs, my new activity I guess now.

Anyways, it took a darn long while to get one because I just couldn't figure out how to join on my own and I'm way too lazy to ask, up until now that is. So here I am, wasting my time (not really but it sounds good) writing about virtually nothing ...

Hopefully, this will bring me a posting mood, which silly enough means no mood for me. And I tell ya, that's hard to achieve. So I'm trying to figure out what the hell to do ...but there's too much! Makes me almost long for another power failure ...

Which brings me too something that I think I'll create a sub category for...some complaints, rants etc. about the lovely country I live in! (not ironic here actually, I just came to the conclusion was it yesterday I think that Sweden is a really good country to live in come to think of it.)

But let's start here already. This darn snow "chaos" every year. The same every year ... Meteorologists warn us like 7 days in advance that on that day a snow weather is coming and it's gonna snow lots, get cold etc.

And still, for some reason, everyone's suprised when it finally comes! It's like *looks out of window on the morning* "Wow! Snow! What to do now with everything ..." *Sits down at the kitchen table to think*

I just can't believe it ...*shakes head* truly unbelievble.

Oh well, enough for me for today...getting long this one.

Ha de gott!